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March 21, 2001
The First Entry
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What a day. Everything seems to have been put before me almost too fast. I've had questions, and I've had answers. I've been messed up, but through Popov's book and many learning sessions at guys group and sermons, even at the Embassy, God seems to have been working in my life. I got my raise, surprisingly early, and it's just the first half. Financially it's amazing how God looks after me. Once my loans are clear, I'll be doing everything in my power to thank Him.
With Mexico coming up, my spiritual life has been under the refiner's fire. I'm still behind in my work, but I feel like I'm getting stronger. I've just realized the importance of prayer, real prayer. But I also have this nagging feeling that I should be prepared for the chance that God takes me and/or the team while we're on this mission trip. We have no idea what God's plans are, and I would not be sad or angry if I were to die while accomplishing His will. It would be the happiest day of my life. I just pray God doesn't take me before then. There's so much work to do and so little time. I'm probably going to write up a 'final word' and set it on a timer so it'll appear if I don't disable it (assuming I don't return). People need to know the truth, and so many don't, about me.
That's my first entry. kule
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